TEHILIM # 06: Feeling close to HaShem
All along the book of Tehilim David haMelekh proclaims once and again what his highest aspiration is. It is not money, or fame or eternal life: “As for me, all the good [I need/I want] is closeness with God” (Tehilim 73:28). Nothing makes the King of Israel feeling better than knowing that HaShem is with him. David haMelekh is NEVER afraid when he feels that HaShem is close to him. And vice-versa, nothing scares more the greatest King of Israel than feeling that HaShem is far, that HaShem, even temporarily, has abandoned him. David feels that HaShem’s distancing Himself from him is the toughest form of a punishment.In the battlefield, fighting a superior enemy; or in times of persecution, danger or sickness, even when he must walk in the valley of the shadows of death, David is not scared, if HaShem is with him.
6:5 ….save me,[if not for my own merits, save me] because of Your unconditional love [to me]
In this beautiful Mizmor David haMelekh teach us how to pray, and also what should be the highest aspiration in the life of a Jew.
יה”ר שהקב”ה יעזרהו על דבר כבוד שמו
TEHILIM # 05: When a Jewish King prays
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Like Israel today, David haMelekh had many enemies. Virtually in every border of his kingdom. David fought against the Syrians in the north and against the Moabites in the east (Jordan). But the biggest threat came from the west. From the Philistines, who lived in Gaza. The word Philistines means “invaders”. The Philistines are called by historians “The people of the Sea”. They had no culture or particular ethnicity. They were a mixed of various people mainly from the Mediterranean islands (Cyprus, Sicily, Crete) who got together to colonize the Middle East. They came with their wives and children, because they came to conquer and stay. They were extremely wild and dangerous, and they destroyed many empires and civilizations. The Hittites, the Minoans, the Mycenaeans, the Trojans and many other civilizations, all disappeared in the hands of the “People of the Sea”. David knows that, same as today, Israel could not afford to lose a battle. For Israel wars are not about conquest but about survival. Every war Israel fights is an existential war. David also knows that although the enemy is, unlike us, bloodthirsty, and more numerous than us, HaShem is in our side. And in this Mizmor David requests help from God to defeat his enemies. David mentions in this Psalm the morning (5:4), apparently because the army and the King were preparing themselves for battle in the morning. And it is possible that this was one of the Tefilot that were recited by the King and his soldiers in the morning before going the war. In this Mizmor David prays to HaShem to protect him against the enemies, whom he describes (5:10) as wicked, bloodthirsty and deceitful To me, the most touching part of this Psalm is the second and third pasuq, in which David describes three different types of prayers. The first type of prayer is “amarai”, my words. That is a normal prayer which is said with words. A calm prayer. Probably the prayer King David and his army would say before battle, when one is able to convey his feelings with intelligible words. The second level is “hagigi”, my thoughts. David haMelekh acknowledges that sometimes, in desperate situations like the middle of the battle, words might not come out of our mouths. All what is left is our raw, unspoken and perhaps chaotic thoughts. Anticipating those difficult times, David haMelekh rquests HaShem that if he would unable to articulate prayers, HaShem should attend David’s raw thoughts and feelings. In other words, David is asking HaShem to listen and pay close attention to him, if he cannot pray. The third level of prayer is “shav’i”, my cry. Crying is a sign of desperation and sorrow. When the people of Israel were enslaved in Egypt and suffered the miseries of slavery the Tora said that their cry reached God. Crying is the way a person in pain and anguish reaches out to God. In front of God, David does not describe himself as an invincible Hercules but as vulnerable human being. Admitting that he knows that he is at all times at HaShem’s mercy. King David’s prayer was very far away from lip service. His prayers were coming from the depth of his heart, as words, as raw thoughts or sometimes as tears. |
TEHILIM # 04: Save me from my enemies
ִבקראי ענני א’ צדקי, בצר הרחבת לי חנני ושמע תפילתי
(4:2) My righteous God, answer me when I call to You. Grant me relief from my distress. Have mercy on me and hear my prayer.
The time is a time of war. The numerous enemies of King David seek his destruction. David is brave and is ready to fight. To defend himself. But first, David calls HaShem. He prays to Him. He is surrounded by by his enemies, and he asks HaShem to deliver him. To give him relief and listen to his prayer.
בני איש עד מה כבודי לבלימה תאהבון ריק , תבקשו כזב סלה
(4:3) How long will you people try to humiliate me? How long will you love delusions and seek lies?
Now, completely sure that haShem will answer his prayer, David addresses his enemies, the enemies of Israel. He tells them: for how long you will keep provoking me? Humiliating me? For how long you will fabricate lies and falsehood against me?
ודעו כי הפלה ה’ חסיד לו ה’ ישמע בקרי אליו
(4:4) You should know that HaShem has chosen his faithful servant for Himself; HaShem hears when I call to him.
You, and those who fight against Israel should know that you will not prevail. We are HaShem’s chosen people. As such, we are expected to have an exemplary behavior and follow HaShem’s Tora. And when we sin, HaShem is very strict with us. But, when we are right and the enemy seek to harm us or hurt us, HaShem listens to our Tefila. He will protect us against you.
רגזו ואל תחטאו, אמרו בלבבכם על משכבכם ודמו סלה
(4:5) “Tremble and do not sin. Be fearful of God. And stop conspiring at night to destroy me”.
When you get together at night, planning to attacking and destroying me the next day, it will be better for you to think it twice. It is better for you to calm down. and keep quiet. Because challenging the people of God is like challenging God Himself.
בשלום יחדיו אשכבה ואישן, כי אתה ה’ לבדד לבטח תושיבני
(4:8) I will lie down in peace and fall asleep. For you alone, HaShem, make me dwell in safety.
As for me, David says in this last pasuq, I have nothing to fear. I can rest peacefully at night. I will fall asleep without feeling guilt or without fear. Because I know that you HaShem, You are with me. And you will protect me so I will dwell safely.
May HaShem protect those who protect Israel. AMEN.
TEHILIM # 144: A Psalm from the battlefiled
We just want to live in peace. Fulfilling our highest aspiration, The people of Israel, in the land of Israel, with HaShem, our God, the God of Isra
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Today, I want to write about a very special Psalm, which I think is very appropriate for a time when our sons and brothers, the soldiers of the Israel Defense Forces, are risking their lives to protect Israel and create a better future for all of us. I dedicate this limmud to them.
The commentators, particularly Radaq, explain that King David composed this Psalm when he was fighting with the Philistines. I think that David probably composed this Psalm while on the battlefield. In the midst of combat. Why? Because the words, the imagery, the prayers, the wishes expressed in this Mizmor are those of a soldier who feels the closeness of the enemy and the possibility of death. The words of this Psalm do not describe the memories of a battle, but the battle itself: David’s feelings, vulnerability, wishes, and longings. King David is not a common man. Besides being a King and a soldier, he is also a poet. HaShem granted him the ability to put into words the turbulent flow of thoughts and emotions traversing his heart and mind in those difficult moments. But the most important thing that David HaMelech teaches us in this Psalm, what every Jewish soldier needs to remember, is that HaShem, our God, “goes to battle with us.” He is on our side, in the battlefield, next to every young Israeli soldier. As He was with David. It is this idea, the closeness of HaShem with those who fight to defend Am Israel, that gives us strength and hope that Am Israel will emerge victorious from this and every war he will need to fight. לדוד ברוך ה’ צורי, המלמד ידי לקרב אצבעותי למלחמה Psalm 1: [A Psalm] by King David. Blessed is HaShem, my rock. He Who guides my hands in battle, my fingers in combat. First, King David blesses God. In other words, he sees God’s presence in the battlefield. True, we have to fight our wars and we cannot rely on miracles. But, as the Torah says, in times of war (Deut. 20:4) “HaShem your God will go with you to fight with you against your enemies, to give you victory.” HaShem is with His people, fighting with them against their enemies. David sees Him and he says to HaShem: “You are my rock.” The “rock” is essential in battle. The soldier stands behind a rock or a wall to protect himself from the eyes and the arrows of the enemies. HaShem shields the Jewish soldier, like an invisible rock, and protects them against the enemy’s weapons. David also says to HaShem: “You guide my hands…” when I fight against my enemy in face-to-face combat, with bare hands, You are there, moving my hands. And when I stretch the bow and hold it still, “You guide my fingers” to aim my arrows with precision. When I attack the enemy or defend myself from the enemies, I know that You are with me. Psalm 2: Now, David HaMelech, praises HaShem further, acknowledging His overwhelming presence in battle. חסדי ומצודתי משגבי ומפלטי לי מגיני ובו חסיתי, הרודד עמי תחתי “You are my loving ally. You are my fortress. You are my tower. You are my refuge when I escape [from the enemy]. You are my shield, in which I rely. You will [grant me victory] and make these [hostile] nations surrender.” Psalm 3: The battle is intense, fierce, and dangerous. David feels that the enemy is close, armed, thirsty for blood, and unpredictable. They might have seen him. David knows that although HaShem is present on the battlefield, he still might die. The possibility of death does not represent a theological challenge for his conviction that God exists or that He is present on the battlefield. For David, the reality of God outweighs his own reality. And when he realizes that the end might be close, he reflects on the value of human life from the perspective of God and asks himself: ה’ מה אדם ותדעהו בן אנוש ותחשבהו “HaShem: what is a human creature to deserve Your attention? What is a son of man, to be considered by You?” Psalm 4: When his life is in danger, David realizes his fragility and his inescapable mortality. He finds himself thinking that perhaps for HaShem, humans are too small and insignificant. Why would You, HaShem, Master of the Universe, Creator of billions of galaxies, care about us? אדם להבל דמה ימיו כצל עובר “A human being is ephemeral, like a breath; his life is like a passing shadow.” Our lives are so short, unsubstantial like a breath, fugacious as a shadow. Not even like a tree’s shadow, which slowly grows and disappears through the day. Rather, life seems now like a passing shadow of a flying bird, which can hardly be perceived. Feeling the end of his life, David, or a Jewish soldier, does not question God. He questions himself if he is worthy of God’s attention. Mainly, if his ephemeral life was worthy for God. Psalm 5: Now David prays. A very unusual prayer. A vision of a desperate soldier who sees no escape but a miracle. ה’ הט שמיך ותרד גע בהרים ויעשנו “Hashem, open the skies and come down, touch the mountains [where the enemies are hiding] so they will burn.” More than a prayer, David expresses the wishful imagery of a soldier outnumbered by the enemy. Who believes that only “HaShem coming down from heaven” can save his life. Psalm: David is vulnerable. And has more prayers/mirages of hope. He wishes that HaShem will fight for him. Using His celestial arrows against his enemies, to spare David’s life. ברוק ברק, ותפיצם שלח חיציך, ותהומם. “Crack lightning and scatter them, send those celestial arrows and panic them.” שלח ידיך, ממרום פצני והצילני, ממים רבים מיד בני נכר. Psalm 7: And if You don’t destroy my enemies, David prays, at least save me. Pick me up from the battlefield, with Your hand. Rescue me from my place and take me to safety. “Send Your hand from heaven, pick me up and rescue me. Save me from this great danger (=mayim rabbim), from the hand of these foreign [enemies].” Psalm 8: Now David HaMelech expresses to HaShem why he deserves a miraculous victory, and the enemy a Celestial defeat. The enemy speaks with arrogance against the Jews and against You, their God. And they also lie shamelessly. They, the Philistines, swore with their right hand that they would live in peace with us, and now they have betrayed their word and attacked us. אשר פיהם, דיבר-שוא וימינם, ימין שקר. [Save me from the hands of those foreigners] “whose mouths speak with arrogance, and whose right hand is a right hand full of lies.” Psalm 9: If You save me, HaShem (or “when” You will save me), I will not be silent. I will dedicate my life to You. I will compose for You a new poem, to sing Your praises: א-לוהים שיר חדש אשירה לך בנבל עשור אזמרה-לך. “I will sing a new song to You, that I will sing with the ten-stringed harp.” Psalm 10: In that song, I will declare the truth: that it was not me who won the battle, but You. You are the One who decides the fortunes of war. The One Who grants victory to the kings and defeat the enemy הנותן תשועה למלכים הפוצה את-דויד עבדו מחרב רעה. “To the One who gives victory to kings, to the One who delivers His servant David, from the deadly sword.” Psalm 11: David prays to God again. “Spare my life…” פצני והצילני מיד בני-נכר אשר פיהם, דיבר-שוא וימינם ימין שקר. “Save me from the hand of those foreigners who speak falsehood in their mouths, and whose right hand is the right hand of lies.” Psalm 12: Now comes a very special Psalm. Still, in the midst of the battle, surrounded by the cruel and violent enemy, David brings to mind his sweetest memories. His thoughts are the daydreams of every Jewish soldier in the most challenging moments of combat, or in the long nights of watch: Home. My family. My children. My peaceful neighborhood. אשר בנינו, כנטיעים מגודלים בנעוריהם בנותינו כזווייות מחוטבות, תבנית היכל מזווינו מלאים מפיקים מזן אל זן צאננו מאליפות מרובבות בחוצותינו “Our young sons are like saplings, tended from their youth. Our daughters like straight pillars, able to sustain a palace. Our granaries are full, dispensing food of every kind. Our flocks are in thousands, tens of thousands, in our fields.” Psalm 13: While facing killers and assassins on the battlefield, David remembers the refined young Jewish boys of his city. For whom battle is not their pride but an unwanted necessity. These young boys are polite, refined, and educated. Because their parents take good care of them from their early childhood. The Jewish parents raised these boys like “saplings,” young trees that need to be planted upright and carefully trimmed. To grow upward, unbending and strong. David remembers the girls, the young Jewish maidens. They are humble but walk with class and dignity. They are royalty. Raised to be the pillars of a palace (=hekhal). This “palace” is “the Jewish home” in which God is crowned by the parents as the King. Finally, David also remembers the material blessing that HaShem so generously has granted to them. “Our young sons are like saplings, tended from their youth. Our daughters are like straight pillars, able to sustain a palace. Our granaries are full, dispensing food of every kind. Our flocks are in thousands, tens of thousands, in our fields.” Psalm 14: Now, David HaMelech makes what is probably the strongest point in his request to God for victory and peace. A request which so much resonates in our present days. We, Israel, have been blessed by You. We now have, Baruch HaShem, enough food and animals. We have beautiful families. We pride ourselves, not in raising little warriors trained to kill, but in raising children who build “palaces” for You, families who live exemplary lives. We despise fights, quarrels, and conflicts. Our neighborhoods are the epitome of peace. There is no robbery, no violence. There is loyalty, trust, and respect. In our cities, people do not yell or scream at each other. WE LIVE with PROSPERITY and PEACE. אלופינו מסובלים אין פרץ ואין יוצאת ואין צווחה ברחובותינו. “Our oxen are loaded [with food], there is no breaching of walls [=robbery], no going out [=unfaithfulness], no cry of distress in our streets.” WE DO NOT WANT WAR. WE DO NOT NEED WAR. WE ARE NOT LOOKING FOR WAR. WE HATE WAR. AND UNLIKE OUR ENEMIES, WE HATE KILLING. Psalm 15: We are satisfied with what we have, But we are especially HAPPY with what we are. We are AM ISRAEL. We are the happiest people on earth, because we are the people of HaShem. אשרי העם שככה לו אשרי העם שה’ אל-היו “Joyful are those who live like this! Happy are those whose God is HaShem.” We just want to live in peace. Fulfilling our highest aspiration, The people of Israel, in the land of Israel, with HaShem, our God, the God of Israel.
TEHILIM # 03, Our prayer in times of darkness
In this Psalm David haMelekh prays to God to save him from the hand of his enemies.
David recognizes that “His enemies are many, too many” for him to handle. His enemies are completely aware that they outnumber David and his army.
And this is why they proclaim:
רַבִּים, אֹמְרִים לְנַפְשִׁי אֵין יְשׁוּעָתָה לּוֹ בֵאלֹ-הִים סֶלָה
“David’s life, has no hope anymore.” The enemies believe that “Now, not even God can save King David”.
וְאַתָּה ה’ מָגֵן בַּעֲדִי כְּבוֹדִי וּמֵרִים רֹאשִׁי
“But You HaShem, You are my shield”. You protect me against my enemies even before I request Your protection. Some times, I’m not aware that is was You Who saved me. And while You protect my life, “You don’t let my enemies to humiliate me”. You spare my life while “You hold my head up”.
אֲנִי שָׁכַבְתִּי, וָאִישָׁנָה הֱקִיצוֹתִי כִּי ה’ יִסְמְכֵנִי
Knowing that You are on my side, “I lay down in my bed and I’m able to sleep”. Because I know that during the night You are awake, watching over me. And “when I wake up” in the morning, I’m confident, knowing that “You will sustain me” during the day.
לֹא-אִירָא מֵרִבְבוֹת עָם אֲשֶׁר סָבִיב, שָׁתוּ עָלָי
Knowing that You are on my side, “why should I be afraid of my enemies?” You are my shield, “why should I be afraid, even when millions of brutal enemies are surrounding me from every corner.”
לה’ הַיְשׁוּעָה
“The salvation”, the decision of who will be victorious and who will be defeated in battle, “is YOURS”. We have our army, our wonderful and courageous sons/soldiers who are ready to fight and if necessary, to sacrifice their lives to protect our people. But we know that at the end the “salvation” is Yours. You determine who is victorious and who is defeated.
עַל-עַמְּךָ בִרְכָתֶךָ סֶּלָה
Our enemies are many. Too many to handle by ourselves. They outnumber us greatly. Literally, 100 to 1. For them it is obvious that the end of Israel is inevitable. For them, it is not IF, but WHEN and HOW. And even when they are busy fighting among themselves and killing each other, we are their biggest goal. The world, most of the world, is divided into two: those who are afraid of our enemies (because they don’t know YOU) and will never act in our defense, and those who are not afraid of our enemies but concur with their ideas that we, Israel, don’t deserve to live in peace.
You are our hope. Our only hope. HaShem, “bestow Your blessing” of victory and peace “upon YOUR people”, upon YOUR children.
TEHILIM # 02: Israel, a newborn baby
This Mizmor was composed by King David at the beginning of his kingdom. All the kings of Philistines (pelishtim), fearful of the new Jewish King, got together and conspired against David and his people. The Philistines thought that they could easily defeat David and were singing their own praise. In verse 2:4 David describes what was happening in heaven while the enemies of Israel were bragging about destroying us.
יושב בשמים ישחק ” [God] the One Who sits in His heavenly [throne] laughs”… at their thoughts. This powerful literary motif, “HaShem’s laughing” is used here to express that the enemies of Israel, when they plan their battles and attacks against us, they are oblivious of Hashem’s intervention to protect us.
David haMelekh says that although Hashem intervenes in all areas of our personal life, His oversight is absolutely critical when our enemies conspire against us.
In 2:7 David haMelekh explains “how” HaShem protects Israel.
ה’ אמר אלי בני אתה “HaShem told me You are My child”. First, we learn that Hashem loves us as a parent loves his or her child. But then, David haMelekh takes us to a deeper level of understanding of God’s love for us. אני היום ילידתיך “I gave birth to you today“.
Two different motifs are expressed in this verse, a child and a newborn baby. Why?
1. Imagine a mother with her nine years old child in the park. While he would be playing with other kids or on his own, the mother will supervise him. And she will assist him just upon his request. A baby is different than a child. A newborn baby demands 24/7 attention, supervision and total-care. The mother would not abandon her newborn child even for single moment. The mother would nurture, help and assist her baby all the time. Even when the baby would not be asking for anything.
2. A nine years old child knows what he needs and recognizes his mother’s intervention in helping him. A baby is not conscious of what he needs. The mother feeds him, nurtures him and protects him without him been aware of his mother intervention!
David haMelekh says that HaShem’s ultimate level of protection is when He takes care of us like a loving mother takes care of her newborn baby.
I think about “Israel” as a baby under haShem’s constant invisible supervision. We all know that many bad things happen all the time. But think about this: Medinat Israel is in the midst of the most volatile area of the planet. Surrounded by the most violent people on earth. Kamikazes, who don’t mind to immolate themselves if they would kill a Jew in the process. People for whom the desire to destroy Israel is the only thing stronger than the desire to destroy each other. And many of those live within Israel. We are all very, very sad for all the bad things happening in Israel right now. But at the same time we need to be in awe, and very grateful to haShem, for all the many tragedies that are not happening in Israel, and we are not even aware of. Our incredible IDF has a great part in this endeavor, and they are surely acting as agents of HaShem in protecting our people. But above every human effort, it is HaShem who protects us in ways that we, like a newborn baby, can’t even begin to realize.
ומאפילה לאורה ומשעבוד לגאולה
השתא בעגלא ובזמן קריב
TEHILIM # 124: Saved, from the tunnels of death
May HaShem protect all those who are risking their lives to protect us and bring a better future for Israel.
May He bring victory and everlasting peace to Medinat Israel.
אזי עבר על נפשנו המים הזידונים ברוך ה’ שלא נתננו טרף לשניהם נפשנו כצפור נמלטה מפח יוקשים הפח נשבר ואנחנו נמלטנו עזרנו בשם ה’ עשה שמים וארץ
TEHILIM # 01 True happiness and strong trees
TEHILIM, # 1. The pursuit of happiness
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Understanding Tehilim is the Jewish secret to build one’s character. Tehilim teaches us many important life lessons. Let us see , for example, the first mizmor (Psalm).
1:1 Happy is the man who does not follow the advice of the wicked, or stands around with sinners, or joins in with mockers.
God created us with the purpose of being happy. Happiness, according to King David the author of Tehilim, depends on the combination of at least two elements: what we should pursue in life and what we should avoid. This Psalm begins from the later. First, King David cautions us to stay away from three type of people.
a. Wicked. The wicked are those who are ideologically driven. They might be giving us advice or try to influence us against our well-being, for the sake of their own agendas. Illustration (a real case): a college professor with a strong anti-Israel agenda who identifies a young uninformed Jewish student and influences her to participate in an anti-Israel demonstration (what could be more desirable for his interests than a Jew rallying against Israel!).
b. Sinners: These are those who live a meaningless life and whose main efforts are oriented to satisfy their instincts and basic desires. Keep away from this lifestyle. They confuse happiness with temporary physical pleasures.
3. Mockers (in modern Hebrew “clowns”). Are those who not maliciously, but foolishly, act as if their main purpose in life will be “entertainment”. They devote all their free time to frivolity and shallowness. They are time-killers. And live distracted from the real meaning of life.
King David says that our pursuit of happiness could be compromised by associating ourselves with the wrong type of people. Those who we befriend and/or learn from. If we follow their lead, true happiness will elude us.
1:2. His delight is in the Tora of HaShem, and he meditates on it day and night.
David haMelekh now begins to explain what we should pursue. Happiness for us, the Jewish people, consists in following the lead of our Creator. Our formula for happiness starts by studying Tora. Acquiring thus the most important wisdom: God’s wisdom.
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