AMIDA, NINTH BERAKHA: The Benefits and Risks of Material Abundance
And bless it with desirable rains; [rains] of blessing and abundance
AMIDA, EIGHTH BERAKHA: A Prayer for Good Health and Healing
AMIDA, SEVENTH BERAKHA: Goel, our next of kin
AMIDA, SIXTH BERAKHA: How Many Times Will God Forgive Me?
AMIDA, FIFTH BERAKHA: Coming back to You
והחזירנו בתשובה שלמה לפניך
ברוך אתה ה ‘, הרוצה בתשובה
Blessed are You, HaShem, who desires [our] repentance.”
We are in the section called in Hebrew, baqashot (requests). In this section, we beg HaShem to grant us our requests. In the previous blessing, we asked for wisdom. But what are we exactly asking for in this singular berakha that is about repentance? What do we expect HaShem to do here for us? After all, if it is a matter of repentance, is something we have to do ourselves… not God!
1. Let us first look at the order of this blessing. Is there any connection between this Berakha and the previous blessing, where we have asked God to grant us wisdom? The Rabbis define sin as a temporary state of insanity … אין אדם בא לידי חטא, “a person would not sin unless he is possessed by a [temporal] spirit of dementia.” To sin, to disobey God, is not a logical thing, it is not a wise decision. Quite the opposite. We are only capable of disobeying God when we are psychologically “possessed” by ambition, anger, lust, passion, etc. In these scenarios, our mind is clouded and we lose our common sense. The wisdom and intelligence that we have asked for in the previous Berakha, is the best guarantee to avoid impulsivity. Animals are carried away by their instincts, but we humans are able to dominate our passions with our intelligence. In the previous blessing, we have asked for wisdom. In this blessing, we realize that the less wisdom we have, the more exposed we are to sinning, and vice versa.
Now, once we acknowledge our wrongdoing and we repent, we want to repair our mistakes. But the transgression we committed left sequels. It affected nothing less than our relationship with God. This connection develops on two different planes: First, HaShem is our Creator, He gave us life. He is our “Father”. Secondly, He gave us laws and we are His subjects. Thus, HaShem is also our King. By violating His commandments we have broken our relationship with our Father and with our King. That is why in this Berakha we appeal to HaShem as Father and King. Something else: coming back to HaShem begins by returning to the observance of His Tora. We serve HaShem by applying the teachings of the Tora in our lives, and by not deviating from them. That is why we first mention studying Tora, which will lead us to serve HaShem properly.
When we say, “Make us return to you,” we do not mean literally that we expect God to “make us repent”, while we remain passive. We, human beings, were granted freedom of choice, and we are completely responsible for our moral actions. What we are asking HaShem here is His help and His inspiration to return to Him and His Torah. We are encouraged to ask for His help because the Sages taught us הבא להיטהר מסייעין אותו, when a Yehudi wants to purify himself, repent of his or her transgressions, HaShem helps him, assists him to make his way back easier and to find the least amount of moral challenges (נסיונות) in his path.
AMIDA, FOURTH BERAKHA: The Miracle of Human Intelligence
After finishing the section devoted to praising (שבח), we begin the second section of the ‘Amida with this blessing , the first blessing of “requests” (בקשה).
Firstly, wisdom is different from every other request. We say in this berakha that HaShem is the “direct” source of the wisdom and intelligence bestowed upon us (אתה חונן לאדם דעת), something we do not pronounce in any other blessings. To stress this important point, we also assert וחוננו מאתך, which means something like “and give us FROM YOURSELF”, an expression we do not use in any other berakha, or for any other request! Why is wisdom something we describe as coming “directly” from God? Because wisdom (da’at) is not an element created by HaShem; it is an attribute of HaShem! As Maimonides explains (Yesode haTora 2:10): אבל הבורא הוא ודעתו וחייו אחד “[unlike humans, that we ‘acquire’ knowledge from an external source] the Creator, Him, His existence and His knowledge, they are all one.” In a sense, we are not asking HaShem to grant us knowledge, we are requesting Him to “partake” of His knowledge.
Second, this blessing teaches us a very important principle about the nature of man. Intelligence/wisdom is God’s special gift to the human species. Our brain is remarkably similar to that of monkeys. Yet, we humans are endowed with “intelligence” which is not an extension of our biological make-up and cannot be justified in evolutionary terms. Intelligence is not a biological natural feature like sight, hearing or a digestive system. Intelligence is not an evolutionary gift by which chimpanzees became humans. Apes are perfectly able to survive without intelligence. But without intelligence, we humans would not be able to connect with God, to learn or teach His Tora, or to distinguish and choose between right and wrong. Intelligence is what make humans unique among all living species. In this berakha we assert that intelligence is a God-given, miraculous, super-natural gift, humans are exclusively endowed with.
This berakha describes three levels of “wisdom”, as they apply to our human experience.
HOKHMA: This refers to creativity. The capacity a person has to see or discover something new. When everyone is looking at the same things, the man with this wisdom is able to see deeper, or further or differently. It is the ability to develop a new idea, a Hiddush of Tora or a new invention. This is also, we say, a gift from HaShem
BINA: Once a new idea is discovered we need “bina”, practical wisdom to articulate this new idea or to effectively apply the new discovery. Some people may be gifted with “bina” but not “hokhma”, or vice-versa.
DA’AT: Da’at, knowledge, as it applied to us, refers to the good judgment that we acquire by our life-experience. People differ in what or how they learn from experience. Some people are so gifted in their da’at that they have the ability to learn from other people’s experiences. Some can learn only from their own experience. And others have a hard time to learn even from their own experiences.
Finally, we need all this wisdom to identify the gifts and blessings that we already got from God, which is essential for knowing what do we really need to request from God. We need wisdom to differentiate between what we “need” and what we just “want” or “wish”. Moreover, without wisdom, we will not even know “what” to ask from God. Or what to do with the blessings that God would eventually grant us. We might think that we need urgently money or success. But without wisdom, money and success might be counterproductive.
AMIDA, THIRD BERAKHA: How Much Can We Know About God?
SECOND BERAKHA: God’s Power To Heal

AMIDA, FIRST BERAKHA: How does God protect Israel?